Everyone knows that being a young mother is hard and a lot of work. You know that it can be too much for some and it can lead to hardship. People are so hard on young mothers, as if what she is going through isn't enough on it's own. When I start my blogs, I don't usually know where I'm going with my thoughts. I just start writing and see where I end up. But today I have felt heavy and I miss my kids. School is such an opportunity and I love my instructor and my class and I am learning so much, however I don't get to spend nearly as much time with Ayla and Marley. Nothing weighs on my heart as much as missing them. As I go into class this morning, I long for them and I want to call out and go see them. I however am aware that I need to push through. It will be so worth it in the end. My thoughts in this post are mostly in the realm of helping myself push through. You think you understand true love until you have kids. Only then do you truly get what it is to love...